skinny_minnie14

mood: anxious

hi im new

hi every one im new so i thought i would tell u about myself! 

im 5"4
cw=96
lw=87

i came out of hospital about 6 months ago i have lost weight since then and feel so much better for it but i am being wacthed constantly and have to be on a stuiped meal plan to 'help' me put on weight i have to have these drinks called 40sip to help me put on weight how can i get rid of them ??? my outpatient team want me to g o back to hosptial but they want me to put on loads of weight and it scares me so much i used to make my self sick but icant face doing that again they will find me out!! i need some tips please i have been going though my eating disorder for over a year now ! xxxxxxx